Anniversary



"What is in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet." So, let me call you Rose from now on, for that will be an honor for the roses.

 

My beloved Rose,

Today is the first anniversary of our dinner at Frankfurt am Main and on this beautiful day, please accept my humble gift for you: www.MyAngelMyLove.com

I was around here for long, the web was around here for long, but I never made a web site for a girl, because no girl could inspire me to make one, before you. There is no better day for this web site to be born, than the anniversary of our first dinner. I dedicate it for you Rose, my angel and my love.

Living far away from you in another continent, this is all I could do. I went to the church in the morning and prayed to Jesus: "Jesus, please make my beloved Rose always happy. When you want to give me a reward, please give it to her; when you want to give her a punishment, please give it to me; because I love her. I want to win her heart, but not at the expense of her happiness. If you think, I am not able to make her happy, I will suffer the pain of missing her instead; but please tell her to be in touch with me always, because I cannot survive without being in touch with her." Jesus is kind and he will always find a way that works for all. But then I prayed to Lord Krishna: "Krishna, if you think I am not capable to make Rose happy, please make me capable enough to make her happy". Krishna had that beautiful smile in his face and just swirled his flute. Krishna is the magic God who could conquer the mind of every Indian girl; one day he will teach me some magic to win the heart of this beautiful angel from Deutschland: my beloved Rose.

Rose, you are My Angel and you are My Love. That is what www.MyAngelMyLove.com stands for. I will write my love for you here. I hope you will visit the site and see my soul. It is always there with you, in your iPhone, in your laptop waiting to enter your heart. So when you feel lonely, when you feel to be loved, I am there with you at www.MyAngelMyLove.com

This site is also the symbol of my hope, a message to everyone who has an angel, who has a love that never give up hope, even if she tells you there is no hope. I have faith in my love and I hope one day Rose will accept me. As the Bibles says "In the end, there are three things that last, that is faith, hope and love; but the greatest of these is love". My faith is in Jesus, my hope is in my love and my love is my beloved Rose. Rose has a beautiful mind, and I hope she will accept me one day, despite all my shortcomings.

My beloved Rose, my angel of Deutschland: Shakespeare was not lucky enough to dine with you, but still he told me to tell you this in May:

"Shall I compare thee to a Summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And Summer's lease hath all too short a date: Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And oft' is his gold complexion dimm'd; And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd: But thy eternal Summer shall not fade Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest; Nor shall Death brag thou wanderest in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou growest:

So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see, So long lives this, and this gives life to thee."

I believe in a beautiful story. I might fail a million times before I win your love, but still it is beautiful to be in love. It might take a month or a year or my life to win your love, but you are worth living for and you are worth dying for. I am sorry, if my efforts hurt you, but we can always find a solution when we meet once in six months in the city of your choice, as we agreed in Feb 2013. Please never cut off from me; please never punish me when I am unable to follow our agreement, and write more than what we agreed.
 

Eternally yours
SJP

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